Thursday, June 20, 2013

scared to death.

Day 2: three things I am legitimately scared of. 

1. Going to college. I'll be honest, I was nothing but a big talker in high school. Saying how I couldn't wait to move out and go to college. Now that it's getting closer and closer, I can't believe how much I don't wanna go. I'm scared to leave my family, scared to love with people I don't know, scared to leave my friends and make new ones. I have to believe everything will turn out okay and I really will like it, but I don't wanna go. 

2. Losing a member of my family. I come from a really close knit family and I really do consider my brothers my best friends. I would be completely devastated if something happened to them. 

3. Change. I know I've talked about this a lot and this really goes along with number one. But I've got quite a solid routine in my life and when the boat rocks and something changes, I am not happy. I've had a really great life and I'm scared of it being any different than it has been for 18 years. 

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