So I really was gonna be good and blog about everything ever that happened to me at college but it turns out that even at college, I suck at blogging.
Guys college is hard. Probably the hardest thing I've ever done. Not like hard class wise, because honestly so far I love the school part of college, but hard in every other way. I am constantly torn between staying here and going home for a few hours. I thought that living so close to home would be a blessing, which it has been, but it's also been hard because I'm CONSTANTLY thinking about going home. Also I think I had unrealistic expectations about this place. Everyone says that college is a million times better than high school and that you get close to so many people and make so many new friends and so far I liked high school about 3424324359209 trillion times more. I had friends in high school and I was doing something fun with them every night. I don't really have friends here and the most exciting thing I do at night is go running. I dunno. I'm sure it takes time to get into the swing of things and start getting to know people, but I've never been too patient.
Okay that was all really negative. I actually have had some fun here. Jordan and Kaden came up and visited me the other night and they came during what SUU calls "quiet hours" which basically means you have to be quiet from 10 pm-10 am. And let me just tell you. That was hands down the most STRESSFUL thing that's ever happened to me. My brothers are about a million things, but quiet is definitely not one of them. But I haven't laughed that hard since being at college, and I haven't laughed that hard since they left and that's saying something because a famous comedian that has a show on comedy network or central (is it obvious I don't watch tv yet?) came and performed here for all the students. And Jord and Kaden were still funnier than that. Anyways I freaking love my brothers and miss them so much but it's fun that they're gonna come see me sometimes.
Something else I love is my job. I don't remember if I ever blogged about my new job before but if I have you're about to get a repeat. I work at a Taste of Hawaii as a waitress and I love it. It's so fun to be able to talk to all the regulars that have been coming there since dinosaurs walked the freakin earth and also to those just passing through Cedar, who ask what there is to do in Cedar. Ha NOTHING. Good one though. But it's also fun because my boss has foster kids and they help out there and I've gotten to know Issac and Oscar, especially Issac. They're the coolest kids ever and I love working with them. It's crazy how hard some people's lives are, but they still find a reason to be happy everyday.
So I guess that's my goal for this next week, because it's been a week since I moved away. I'm gonna find a reason to be happy every day. And when I get really down and that reason isn't working for me anymore, I'm gonna find a new reason. Because I really feel like college is like everything else in life and it's just as fun as you make it.
So here's to a better week than last one. I'll let you know how this goes.
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